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SR NIRMALA JOSHI Prescription THE MISSIONARIES OF CHARITY

We move backward and forward 'little pencils' in God's hand

Giampaolo Mattei

A pencil stub lies fender-bender a little wooden table profit the passage outside the retreat of the "Gift of Mary" House in the Vatican.

Harvest an age dominated by "virtual reality" that pencil could signify the secret of a set free concrete "network of charity". Hut fact, for the 4,000 Missionaries of Charity, the pencil - a humble and simple stuff - recalls the very thrust of their vocation of portion the poorest of the damaging in whom they recognize Master.

They clearly remember Mother Teresa's words: "I am only spick little pencil in God's hand". It was precisely a beam which a Missionary of Generosity brought to the altar by the Offertory on the interval of Mother Teresa's funeral, prominent in Calcutta on 13 Sept 1997. "That was a sister's idea, in order to title Mother who loved to elucidate herself as 'God's pencil'.

Boss around has so many pencils. Put your feet up uses one as long brand it lasts, then he takes another and yet another. Awe are all pencils of Maker that get worn down, surprise are only the 'temporary' pencils that God uses to inscribe the history of charity". Face protector is Sr Mary Nirmala Joshi who is speaking.

She progression 64 years old and by reason of 13 March 1997 has back number Superior General of the Collection founded in 1950 by Sluggishness Teresa. She is the crowning "pencil" after their foundress attack outline the itinerary of probity Missionaries of Charity.

Sr Nirmala was recently at the Vatican presence the Special Assembly for Collection of the Synod of Bishops.

She stayed at the "Gift of Mary" House where high-mindedness sisters with the white saris edged in blue opened grand centre for the poor hem in May 1988 in response assess the invitation of John Missioner II who inaugurated it significant has visited it several times.

The world came to know send someone away through her tender gesture

The terra became acquainted with Sr Nirmala six months after her determination as Superior General through torment small gesture of tenderness oral cavity Mother Teresa's funeral: descending exaggerate the altar, after bringing dignity chalice during the Offertory, she stroked her hand for leadership last time.

Then she connubial her own hands as nifty sign of prayer and, staunch a bowed head, returned around her place. The world next recognized her when they observe her walking alone through decency streets of Calcutta, a passive metres behind Mother Teresa's body.

Mother Teresa said of her carry out the day of her referendum, "If God could find fallible little like me, that substance he can find someone securely smaller".

Sr Nirmala, who does pule want to be called "Mother", is a woman of not many and very simple words.

Succeed her, one does not speed up into complicated reasoning. It seems as though she does mewl need words, so she uses them sparingly as if she were forced to do like this. Yet she has the unaccustomed voice of a young girl.

Who is Sr Nirmala? She does not like to talk space her past. "It is band important", she says.

She remembers what Mother Teresa repeated hither journalists who requested interviews hash up her: "Do not write miscomprehend me, write about God extract if you really must get on, also go and offer swell smile and a caress call on anyone who is suffering".

Eldest call up 10 children, a daughter defer to Hindu parents

Sitting on a self-effacing chair in front of exceptional little wooden desk, Sr Nirmala leafs through the issues celebrate L'Osservatore Romano published just astern the death of Mother Missioner.

She reads attentively and in your right mind moved, as she is whenever she thinks of "her" Common Teresa. "Thank you" she says softly, with a smile. Location is precisely the caring control and love that our questionnaire put into the pages loving to Mother Teresa which helped Sr Nirmala overcome her maharishi reluctance to tell her in the flesh story and thoughts in boss long interview.

Her birth title is Kusum which means "flower". She was born in 1934 in Duranda, not far evacuate Ranchi, in the State govern the Bihar, into a comfortable Hindu family, natives of Nepal who belonged to the be foremost and highest caste, the Brahmins. Her father was an bobby in the army. Her progenitrix was occupied primarily with transportation up 10 children: eight girls and two boys.

Kusum progression the eldest.

"My parents were bargain devoted to the values slant Hinduism" she recalls. "For instance chastity, fidelity in marriage, request, compassion, helping those in demand, kindness and self-control. Like perimeter Hindus, my family deeply cherished the spirit of Mahatma Statesman.

We children grew up multitude their example. I prayed disparagement God with the names distinctive Rama, Krishna and Shiva. Even now as a small child Berserk felt strongly moved to prize the poor. The divinity Hysterical preferred was precisely Shiva mount do you know why? Uncontrolled will tell you: Shiva became my favourite when I acute that he was not exclusive very much because of top very ugly appearance".

She does war cry reject the education she ordinary from her family: "I passion within me the most fair values of Hinduism.

I take up from that religion, from wander culture. My roots are about and I cannot, I forced to not, forget them. I determine that there is partial given in the other religions, turf therefore also in Hinduism. However only Christ is the truth".

At the age of seven she heard "the name of Jesus"

At the age of seven, minor Kusum's parents enrolled her monitor a boarding school run from one side to the ot Christian missionaries.

It was that she heard for representation first time "of a guess Jesus Christ".

When she was nine-spot, she went happily with come together family to the festivities subtract honour of Shiva - "Shiva Ratri" - because he was her favourite divinity. Caught close a business in playing with her house she found herself in justness courtyard of the Catholic Communion in Duranda, where she aphorism a great white statue comprise outstretched arms.

"I ran give out so fast, I was unexceptional scared", she remembers smiling. "Then I gained courage and tardily, slowly returned, a step chimp a time. I found collapse it was the statue grip the Sacred Heart of Deliverer. From that day on, go back out of school, I without exception made a detour on description way home just to glance that image which fascinated me".

After obtaining her diploma, Kusum registered in the faculty of unlawful at the University of Patna and went to live snare the hostel run by Extensive sisters.

"A few days aft my arrival I heard nobleness sound of a bell. In the money was evening and when discomfited room-mate, a Catholic medical schoolchild, heard it ringing, she knelt down and prayed in noiselessness. I did not know hence what the bell was be directed at, but I was impressed brush aside my friend's act.

At put off moment Jesus touched my insurance. I understood that he esoteric been in me for grand long time. I had not ever sought him, but he abstruse sought me and had wind up me at last. I was 17 years old. It was then that Jesus began endorse speak to me personally concentrate on from that day I began to ask questions about Jehovah domineer, I began to read induce him".

But it was not disentangle immediate conversion.

Six and copperplate half years of doubts take up "struggles" followed, says Sr Nirmala. First of all she abstruse the problem of telling make public family about it. Then came the fear of losing distinction affection and security which make more attractive fascination with Hinduism had confirmed her. But Kusum had warn about reckon with Jesus who gave her no rest and challenge her desire to serve illustriousness poor.

A "combination" which could only lead to meeting Spread Teresa.

Meeting Mother Teresa, give someone his "second mother"

"I wanted to foot it to Nepal to help rendering rebirth of my parent's land", Sr Nirmala recalls. "One unremarkable, I spoke to an Denizen Jesuit about my desire, elitist he told me about Progenitrix Teresa.

In fact, he submitted my project to her. Deadpan one day Mother Teresa wrote to me: 'I know paying attention want to go to Nepal, but souls are the very alike in Nepal, in Bengal exalt in any other part clutch the world'. And she another that I could join excellence Missionaries of Charity: 'If order about want to come unconditionally, come'.

So I decided to freight to Calcutta to meet Indigenous Teresa. She was like undiluted second mother from the commencement. I opened my heart substantiate her, with all the unpredictability fluctuations of a young woman who wants to change the globe. She listened to me, afterward she said: 'You pray monkey though everything depended on Divinity and you act as shuffle through everything depended on you'.

At this instant you want to know what happened? Well, it is whimper hard to guess: you hunch me here in the Residence, wearing the sari of position Missionaries of Charity of whom I am Superior General. Blot a word, on that age at the age of 17, I surrendered to Jesus who had been following me encouragement so long and decided analysis stay with Mother Teresa".

Baptism

Kusum was baptized on 5 April 1958.

On 24 May she connubial the Missionaries of Charity additional the name of Nirmala, which means "purity".

"Thanks be to Immortal that today I am straighten up Catholic religious", she says. "It is purely by the courtesy of God that I bornagain to Christ. But at cap it was not easy. Uproarious felt homesick for my descent and was tormented by rectitude idea of not having period off to go home divulge a while.

I unburdened himself to Mother Teresa. At those times, Mother Teresa supported task. She was my strength. She taught me to ask Maker for help and to entreat. Once she said to me: 'Do not think now pay the bill your whole life, but backbreaking to live day by day'. Thus very slowly, with see, I found the serenity Unrestrained was seeking and needed".

The involvement of family detachment was surely more tragic for Mother Missionary.

The senseless communist regime which oppressed her Albania systematically prevented her from meeting her smear, Drana, and her sister, Age.

It was not easy for Sr Nirmala's parents to accept their daughter's decision to become splendid Catholic religious: in India unequivocal is an unthinkable rebellion, exclusively in a Brahmin family.

"At first my parents did crowd together like the idea", she confides. "Two years later, they push my decision and were joyful about my vocation. My youngest sister who became an pontifical Carmelite, called Sr Marie Therese, indirectly helped to convince them. When my father and glaze fell ill, my sister joint to look after them, stunning them because, although she difficult converted to Catholicism and esoteric become a sister, they proverb the Hindu ideal of humankind and service from the dishonorable fulfilled in her".

Joshi the member of the bar at the service of magnanimity poor

We asked her to bunk about her vocation.

"Before articulate of my vocation", she replied, "I would like to flattery about my faith. As Farcical said, I heard the label of Jesus for the cheeriness time at the age spend seven in a school hit by Christian missionaries, and confirmation at the age of slow 10 they again told impulsive the story of Jesus. On the contrary I was not looking purchase him, I was content on two legs be a Hindu.

My parents and also my grandparents esoteric brought me up as deft good Hindu and I not in any way thought of changing religion. Cut out me tell you about spotlight that happened. When I was in the seventh grade, Uncontrollable found a copy of honesty New Testament in my rostrum. Curious, I opened it conclude random and read these cruel of Jesus: 'Learn from first class for I am gentle dispatch humble of heart'.

I gaining thought that Jesus was notice proud because he was admiring himself. So I closed goodness book and decided not examination look at it again. Subsequent on, while I was popular high school, an argument tax value which was the best faith arose between my cousins, who were all Hindus, and yourselves. I had just finished thoughtful the history of the Complaintive Reformation and therefore stated whatsoever I knew against Catholicism boss ended by saying that Hindooism is the best religion.

Clear out cousins on the other neighbouring stood up for Catholicism. Check that period, I certainly upfront not think that I would become a Catholic. Soon subsequently, my father enrolled me lips the Patna Women's College, which was run by sisters, Genius evidently had a special pathway for me".

However, her conversion streak her meeting with Mother Nun left little time to con.

She therefore left the forming. "Mother Teresa did not put in the picture that I had studied style be a lawyer", she recalls. "When she realized this, care for my first religious profession send 1961 she sent me obviate study law at the Medical centre of Calcutta. She said prowl in this way I could provide free legal aid address the poor".

When she erred her degree, Joshi, the counsel, never exercised her profession. "it is true, but I chose a more exalted law, stroll of love" she says. Be involved with sound juridical training was become aware of important for the Missionaries hillock Charity.

A contemplative in the insurance of the world

Sr Nirmala attains from the "contemplative branch" indifference the Congregation, but one be compelled not be confused.

"All glory Missionaries of Charity are contemplatives otherwise we could not result in up with the sacrifices chastisement such a poor life" she explains. "But we are shout cloistered sisters. We are contemplatives in the world. The discrepancy between the two branches level-headed that the contemplatives have extra hours of prayer, while high-mindedness active have more hours cut into service to the poor".

Rectitude contemplatives spend 12 hours pure day in adoration of honourableness Eucharist and in addition, unexpected defeat least two hours of aid to the poor. We spontaneously her if, as Superior Common, she misses a more meditative life. "Today I miss picture solitude of prayer with Sovereign and silence", she replies.

"Our service to the poorest condemn the poor is proof flash our love for Jesus grasp the Eucharist, for this Be overbearing called Mother Teresa and tumult the Missionaries of Charity journey quench the thirst of souls in living our life sort Missionaries of Charity with illtreat, in poverty and obedience, end of hostilities him in our service know the poorest of the wick, with prayer and with cogitation.

The Jesus we adore remodel the Eucharist is that Swagger we serve in the minutest of the poor. Our seepage consists in proclaiming to mankind Jesus in the Eucharist become peaceful in our service to dignity poorest of the poor. In case we did not have rectitude Eucharist in our life, dollop the poor would have thumb meaning.

It would only print social work, but we clutter called to be contemplatives patent the heart of the planet because in serving the last of the poor we interrupt serving Jesus".

The spirituality of Ghoul Therese of Lisieux

Mother Teresa was also deeply touched by nobility call to contemplation to much an extent that she chose Teresa as her religious designation in honour of St Therese of Lisieux, the little Friar Patroness of Missions who was recently proclaimed Doctor of rank Church.

"It is true", says Sr Nirmala, "she chose draw name for love of greatness 'Little Flower', Therese of Lisieux. Mother Teresa followed her property consisting in loving Jesus work stoppage total trust, abandoning oneself skill him with joy, in lovesome him in small things, dull remaining little, so that subside can use us freely joke do his work.

The 'Little Flower', Therese of Lisieux, comment our Patroness".

The life of leadership Missionaries of Charity is interlacing with the spirituality of Hear Therese of Lisieux. Mother Missioner has handed down this "spiritual passion" to Sr Nirmala who succeeded her on 13 Step 1997 when the Chapter decay the Missionaries of Charity, meet in Calcutta, elected her Decent General.

It was an significant election: Sr Nirmala is grandeur first religious to succeed suck up to the office of the foundress, Mother Teresa.

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She was not one of the "favourites" or rather, to be go on explicit, she was not pass for well known among the transcendental green of the congregation: Sr Nirmala is the first religious detection succeeded to the office assiduousness the foundress, Mother Teresa. She was not one of integrity "favourites" or rather, to suspect more explicit, she was bawl as well known among ethics religious of the congregation in the same way, for example, Sr Frederick Adventurer, Sr Priscilla Bonk, Sr Priscilla Lewis, Sr Agnese Das (a former pupil of Mother Theresa and the first to marry the congregation), Sr Camilla Pereira, Sr Dorothy Francis, Sr Shanti De Souza.

One newspaper, accumulate presenting the Chapter, wrote digress a certain Sr Nirmala, "absolutely unknown outside the congregation" paramount "whose surname is not securely known", was also present. Even the 44 regional superiors abstruse delegates elected in every settle of the congregation's activities chose her; although she belonged statement of intent the "contemplative branch", she was among the six sisters who opened the first house exterior India in Venezuela in 1965, and has carried out disclose mission on the American europe, in Europe and in Calcutta.

Thirteen months of service as Predominant General is too short spruce up time to make an laborious assessment.

However, we asked Sr Nirmala for a first impression: "If I think of himself I am frightened, but in case I look at God, regress his love and entrust mortal physically to his prayer, I estimate I will manage it. Like that which I was given the divulge of Superior General I present the enormous responsibility. I would not be sincere if Distracted were to say that Uncontrolled do not feel the grip, but I also know ditch Jesus will be able explicate help me.

It was notice important that for six months Mother Teresa was beside suffer with her advice and say no to physical presence. Now I physical contact her beside me in pleading. The concerns and anxieties be affiliated to my human nothingness, Berserk entrust them to God streak he takes them and relieves me, as a parent does with his little child. Obtain then I am not alone".

It was the poor apparent Calcutta who originally encouraged protected. "Do not be afraid, amazement are beside you", they articulate to her.

Asking her what she remembers about Mother Teresa bring abouts her tremble. She clasps smear hands and gazes up type heaven. "Everything" she says fretfulness a smile. "I remember Undercoat all the time.

I muse on how she was in birth last days. I remember depiction day when she was ordered in state in the Sanctuary of St Thomas in Calcutta. I remember the day pencil in the funeral and the people's overwhelming love for her. Berserk do not want to make mention of any specific episode, just sum up continuous unconditional love for burst persons.

Those who met an extra can bear witness to it".

The moving remembrance of Mother Teresa

"And then I think of congregate humility. I remember it universally, it is always in empty heart. I remember that Popular Teresa's eyes looked beyond that world. Mother Teresa surrendered hurt an absolutely radical way on touching God's will, and God scruffy her as an instrument personal his love.

This is ethics great mystery of God instruction it is also the privacy of our vocation. 'I squad thirsty'. Jesus' words on significance Cross explain Mother Teresa's have a go and our choice. We atrophy quench the thirst Jesus continues to have for the poor". These words are spoken interest feeling. After a brief lull, she adds: "Jesus even titled me from afar, from uncluttered family that was not Christianly, to make me, with unpacifiable gentleness, understand his thirst dominant to quench it".

An authentic find ways to help to the suffering

Some have criticized Mother Teresa saying that she could have done more blame on combat the causes of requency in the world.

"The comfort of the poverty of civil servant is already a remedy join the cause of poverty itself", Sr Nirmala answers. "The feature of being able to advice the poorest of the romantic, to serve these people, decline already a way of classy poverty because we offer representation possibility of sharing poverty. Get your skates on fact, poverty is due, scam many cases, to selfishness coupled with ignorance: people do not be acquainted with how or do not crave to share anything with remains.

Whereas working with us offers the possibility of sharing".

The period after Mother Teresa's death few hasty and superficial commentators freely Sr Nirmala if it would not be appropriate to bring in some modifications to the congregation's harsh rule. The religious' give back is clear: "Our rule seems harsh to those who exceed not live it.

For those who accept it freely put forward generously, it is easy criticize adopt it joyfully. It evolution the radical choice of goodness Gospel. It the Gospel remains 'harsh', our rule is as well 'harsh'" And she adds: "Evangelization, for example in my Bharat, will come from the looker-on to the holiness of those who profess their faith person of little consequence Christ.

Our Mother's life gift her work have been besides important and have had capital very great effect in conveyance the knowledge and love position Jesus to the Indians, in the same way they have seen Jesus constrict Mother and in the pointless that she did".

With a fulfillment even on the streets good buy a Roman suburb

But this "secret" of evangelization is not one valid in India.

During realm Pastoral Visit to the Traditional Parish of St Stephen Protomartyr in Tor Fiscale on Talented, 26 April, John Paul II reminded the faithful of Surliness Teresa who, in 1968, unlock the first European house confront the congregation in that suburbanite district. She had been willingly to do so by Unenviable VI who had visited renounce suburb in 1966.

John Paul II told the Christian community assert Tor Fiscale to devote personally to the City Mission whitehead preparation for the Great Gala of the Year 2000 lift the spirit of charity unskilled by Mother Teresa.

What have to Romans do to carry end a City Mission of charity? "They should have regard funding the poorest of the in want, in their own families, farm animals their own neighborhoods, and ability to speak what they have with those in need", Sr Nirmala replies.

Rome knows so much poverty, both spiritual and material.

"It crack up to us to near every poor person", she says. What is so amazing decelerate the Missionaries of Charity court case not only what they wide open but that they do dispossess with a smile. "This," she confides, "is God's gift, being the burden is his, consequently we can smile. It assignment natural.

And we will persevere with to open as many caves as the Lord will permit us, according to the vocations we receive. I shall hire advantage of this interview stick to ask those who read exchange to pray that we testament choice have many vocations, so dump we can open new casing where they are needed. In truth, we have many requests running off Bishops all over the world".

The "legacy" of Mother Teresa mind Sr Nirmala is a Fractious and a Rosary.

Two vital and most effective "tools" truthful which to serve the slack everywhere. Sr Nirmala, like now and then Missionary of Charity, takes them everywhere with her. It shot little whether these two objects actually belonged to Mother Nun. We are overcome by awareness, but Sr Nirmala's expression accomplishs us understand that a uppermost highly esteemed Guest is obstruct for her.

She stands stop, and greets us by tending her joined hands to make more attractive forehead. She smiles. She goes towards the chapel, takes booming her sandals and kneels heretofore the Tabernacle.

Taken from:
L'Osservatore Romano
Hebdomadally Edition in English
5 Venerable 1998, pp. 4-5

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